It's Okay

Mase,

I hope that, in the days ahead, you make mistakes.  Not huge, devastating mistakes.  Not mistakes that are going to hurt anyone.  Just regular mistakes.  Because if you’re making mistakes, that means you are trying new things, pushing yourself, making changes, helping to improve the world... living.  It means you’re doing things you’ve never done before and, more importantly, it means you’re doing SOMETHING.

I probably seem so much older to you that you think I know everything, but I don’t.  Not even close.  There’s so much I just don’t know.  Some days I have to make hard choices where I have no idea what the right answer is.  But it's okay.  And that’s my wish for you... and for myself.  We will all make mistakes, whether it’s in work or school or with our families or relationships or kids or just life in general.  And when we do, when everything isn’t perfect, I hope that we don’t quit or worry that we aren’t good enough.

Just remember: whatever it is that you’re scared of doing... do it.

<3

Up Close and Personal

A Few Random Elf Shenanigans

Lights, Camera..

Well, of course I have a ton of pictures to catch up with, as always.  These are from the beginning of December, when I had the bright idea to tie Mason and/or Penny up in Christmas lights and take a couple funny pictures for Christmas cards.  Well.. 

This was a much better idea on paper than it was when I actually tried to put it into practice.

Yeah, not so much.  Tons of bloopers, nothing useable.  We ended up doing New Year's cards instead.

Another Year

Mason,

It's January 1st, 2013.  It's hard to believe that another year has gone past and that this year, you will turn five years old.  Sometimes I find myself wondering where the time has gone but other times, I can remember every smile, every tear, every adventure-packed weekend, and every lazy don't-get-out-of-our-jammies day.  If I think about it, I can remember everything you've done to make me proud, every new thing you've learned that completely amazed me, and every time you've made me laugh.

I don't have any New Year's Resolutions this year.   Usually, I come up with a few, only to find that they're things I probably would have done anyway.  Resolutions seem so serious that I think they often set people up for failure before they've even tried.  If I say I want to lose 20 pounds in 2013 and I don't go to the gym on January 2nd, well, I messed that one up, guess I'll try again next year.  But really, every DAY is a new day.  And every day presents you with the opportunity to change your life and to better yourself.  Of course there are things that I would like to change about myself and my life.  I'd love to buy a house, move somewhere warmer, find a job I love going to every day, have enough money to send you to one of those awesome Montessori schools.  But those things (or other, just as good things) will come, in time, because it does always work out.  If there's one thing I learned - one thing you've taught me, really - it's that worrying is completely pointless.  Planning is great, but not to the point that you're going to feel like a failure if what you've planned doesn't happen as quickly as you want it to.

When you were younger, I used to worry a lot about the future.  I still do sometimes, even though I know it's not a particularly helpful or positive thing to do, but nowhere near as much as I did back then.  When you were a baby, I worried about you growing up.  I remember looking at you being so tiny and thinking that there was no way life would ever get better than it was when you were a month old, and a year old, and two years old.  But life has gotten better and I know it will keep getting better as time goes on.  I don't worry so much anymore about you growing up and having your innocent, loving little personality ruined by this crazy world because I'm confident that you're going to be an amazing person.  

So this year, I'm going to plan a great fifth birthday party for you, cry when I send you to school for the first time, and do all I can to make sure we both laugh every single day.  I don't know much for sure, but I do know I'll always do the best I can.

Elf on the Shelf

Yep, he's creepy and overpriced, but we have an Elf on the Shelf.  Meet Harrison McSparkles.

We've had him for about a week now and he cracks Mason up every morning.  Personally I just wish he'd do the laundry while he's creeping around at night.

Thankful

...for being crafty

and for having the world's sweetest, smartest kid.

Halloween 2012

Mase and I have always dressed up for Halloween together.  We were hippies, we were Jane Fonda and Richard Simmons, and we were Thing 1 and Thing 2.  All my ideas.  But this year, he had an opinion.  No, not an opinion, a demand.  This year, he was dead set on being a cat. Not just any cat, either.  I couldn't get creative - he didn't want to be a hippie cat or a rockstar cat or even a fireman cat.  He wanted to be Penny Lane.  My original intention was to be the crazy cat lady from The Simpsons.  I had everything ready to but I had to work on Halloween so I was super rushed and didn't end up dressing up.  Oh well, there's always next year.  

Anyways, I put my craftiness and my mediocre sewing skills to work and came up with a cat costume that Mason was absolutely thrilled with.  The whole thing cost probably 15 bucks to make, too, so it was definitely a success.

His costume was complete with a litter box candy bag.

Will the real Penny please stand up?

The real Penny Lane was a hot dog.

The hot dog costume lasted approximately three minutes before Penny disappeared for a minute and returned naked.  The costume was never seen again.  Seriously.

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